Cold and rainy day. I read the book " Japan from the Taiwan Strait ". I ate Kitsune Udon for lunch. And then I ate " stewed bird's liver " and boiled tofu for dinner. I watched a TV program " Carnation ". I walked 3881 steps today.

Cold day. I read the book " Japan from the Taiwan Strait " which Toru Sakai wrote. I ate rice ball and cup noodle for lunch. And then I ate " Rapeseed Mustard tossed in "and " Simmered bamboo shoots " and grilled squid for dinner. I watche…

Clear day. I read the book " Peoples who like Japan ". I ate vegetables and chicken topped on rice and cup noodle for lunch. And then I ate " Rapeseed Mustard tossed in "and " Simmered bamboo shoots " and grilled squid for dinner. I watche…

Clear day. I read the book " Peoples who like Japan ". I ate kitsune udon for lunch. And then I ate pickled turnip and takoyaki for dinner. I watched a TV program " Carnation ". I walked 3724 steps today.

Cold day. I ate sandwich for breakfast. I did laundry and cleaning. I was taking a photo in the neighborhood. I have developed a picture of last week. I ate spaghetti with tomato sauce for dinner. I walked 4814 steps today.

Cold day. I read the Comic " Crape myrtle ". I ate vegetables and chicken topped on rice and cup noodle for lunch. And then I ate " Rapeseed Mustard tossed in "and Boiled tofu for dinner. I watched a TV program " Carnation ". I walked 3537…

Cold day. I read the Comic " Crape myrtle ". I ate Kitsune udon for lunch. I ate simmered taro and boiled egg for dinner. I watched a TV program " Carnation ". I walked 3729 steps today.

Cold day. I read the Comic " Crape myrtle " which wrote Hinako Sugiura. I ate Komoro udon for lunch. I ate simmered taro and boiled egg for dinner. I watched a TV program " Carnation ". I walked 3980 steps today.

Clear day. I ate rice balls and thick omelet for breakfast. I did a photo developing in the afternoon. I ate aglio e olio peperoncino for dinner. I watched a TV program " Carnation ". I walked 2389 steps today.

Cold day. I read the book " Peoples who like Japan ". I ate kitsune udon for lunch. I ate potate salad and " stewed bird's liver " and pickled turnip for dinner. I walked 3235 steps today.

Cold day. I read the book " Peoples who like Japan " which Toru Sakai wrote. I ate Udon for lunch. Blood in the stool was mixed with three days in a row. I may have stomach ulcers. I had a doctor in Gastroenterology. I ate potate salad and…

Clear day after cloudy. I ate a beef stew in a family restaurant for branch. I walked the Institute for Nature in Meguro this weekend with friends. However, I am a slight anemia, poor physical condition. Then we went to the Museum of Photo…

Cold days of rain all day. I feel low weather. I ate sandwich for breakfast. and I drunk a coffee. and then I ate spaghetti with tomato sauce and sausage - shimeji for dinner. and I drunk white wine.

Cold day. I read the book " Please beware to Taiwanese ". I ate " Deep-fried shrimp over a bowl of rice with special sauce " for lunch. And then boiled tofu and pickled cabbage for dinner sipping sake. I walked 3949 steps today.

A little warm today. I read the book " Please beware to Taiwanese ". I ate vegetables and chicken topped on rice and cup noodle for lunch. And then boiled tofu and pickled cabbage for dinner sipping sake. I walked 6680 steps today.

Cold day. I read the book " Please beware to Taiwanese ". I ate rice ball and cup noodle for lunch. And then boiled tofu and pickled cabbage for dinner sipping sake. I watched a TV program " Carnation ". I walked 3877 steps today.

Cloudy day. I read the book " Please beware to Taiwanese " which Toru Sakai wrote. I ate Oyako donburi with soba for lunch. And then boiled tofu and pickled cabbage for dinner sipping sake.

Cloudy and rainy day. I read the book " Beautiful, gentle, silly " which Hinako Sugiura wrote. I ate " Chicken and vegetable donburi " and Chili Tomato Noodles for lunch. And then boiled tofu and pickled cabbage for dinner sipping sake.

Clear and warm day. I ate a sandwich for breakfast. During the half-day today, under the blue sky, was walking in the trees. Then I walked the streets of Shinjuku confusion. I ate Nagasaki Champon for lunch. Every day seems as if nothing h…

Clear and warm day. I ate a sandwich for breakfast. I did laundry and cleaning. I had to dispose of scrap motorcycles. I was watching a film " Little Buddha ". I ate steamed vegetable for dinner sipping white wine. I have to feel calm, med…

I wrote here a long sentence, was transplanted into the mainstream blog.

小学生の頃、ある夏の早朝に、僕は近所に在る草ぼうぼうの空き地で孵化したばかりの蝉を見た。隣地の人家のブロック塀に沿って雑草が高く生い茂っていて、その雑草の一様に真っ白な蝉が止まっていた。そんなものを見たのは初めてだったので、僕はハッとして…

昔からこの言葉を何となく知っていて、良いなぁと思っていた。そして先日、人のとの会話の中で偶然にこの言葉と邂逅する機会があったので、この際だからちゃんと読んでみるかと、岩波文庫の木下順二訳「マクベス」を買って読んでみた。しかし最後まで読み通…

人の心から何かが失われると、それはそのまま人の裡に絶対的な空白を作る。そして眼差しに影を落としてしまう。注目すべきはその部分であり表層ではない。表層は舞台であり、其処では人はどんな嘘をも吐く事が出来る。舞台は華やかで、勢いもあり、潔いもの…

この二日間、僕は漠然とした後悔と罪悪感に苛まれていた。それは未だに続いていて、何かしらの答えが出る気配すらない。不思議なのは、後悔する事が在るのは何となく解るにしても、罪悪感に苛まれるというのがよく解らない。何しろそんな覚えがない。しかし…

昨夜遅く、ベランダへ通じるガラス戸を開けると蝉が飛び込んできた。部屋の明かりに呼ばれたのか、暫く部屋の中を飛び回った後に窓際のカーテンへしがみついた。さすがにそこで鳴かれたらとんでもなく煩いだろうなと思い、僕は指でつついて外へと追いやった…

横断歩道を渡るべく歩道の端に立ち、何となく目を遣った4車線の車道の向こう側。信号機の横に、義足をつけた女性が立っていた。やがて信号が青へと変わり、人々が一斉に車道を渡り出す。 二十代半ばくらいだろうか。水色のシャツに、白いカバンを抱き、白い…

二週間くらい前だろうか。通勤電車の途中駅で乗り込んできた若い男女。入社したてであろう会社員。男の方は、まあ特に興味は持てない風貌で、片や女の方は大変な美人であった。薄いウォームグレイのスーツを着こなし、少し捲きの入ったセミロング、日夜身体…

彼らの希なる繋がりと、それぞれに抱える未来が、費えることなく、ずっと続いて行きますように。

というものは、大変困った事に、残酷さと同衾しているように思う。それを観る我々は、畏れ、平伏し、使役されるしかないのではないだろうか。